The Problem: I care about you... A lot and I barely know you.. All I know is your troubles and that you can be romantic. And I still have some how fallen for you.
Asked by: Hexic at
05:33:26 PM, Thursday, October 23, 2014 EDT
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Advice
I honestly do not know how you can fall for me, I'm just a series of personality defects.
EnemyOct 23 2014 2:37pmFLAGOh well, it may turn out like another "Fault in our Stars" story.
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 2:38pmFLAGI have nothing but hate for Bonding with people i will break every bond i have into my use of revenge when i get that insanity i wish back when i wanted to kill my stepmom , then set myself into a long painful road that will help me break those bonds i have with people.
EnemyOct 23 2014 2:40pmFLAG@Enemy. So you're like me? Except I avoid for mind bonds because I'm afraid that people will care too much. @Chloe. Can't say I am familiar with that book. I could look it up on sparknotws.
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 2:42pmFLAG
Well, I guess I'll go back to pill popping and moping.
sirvladOct 23 2014 2:47pmFLAGNo sirvlad popping pills hasn't gotten you anywhere has it?
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 2:49pmFLAGIt numbs the pain for a little bit, it numbs the pain like nothing else.
sirvladOct 23 2014 2:50pmFLAGMaybe if I take enough, I'll be able to slip into death's cold embrace.
sirvladOct 23 2014 2:56pmFLAGFuking quit taking death as a way to go there is so much to live for!
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 2:57pmFLAGWhat is there to live for? This small online community is the only place where I'm not hated. I still can't understand why I'm not hated here, I can't find anything in me worth liking.
sirvladOct 23 2014 2:59pmFLAGAS THE EMOSH!T TURNS NEW EPISODE
DeenOct 23 2014 3:01pmFLAGEverything your really nice, haters hate because they think you have the potential to go ahead of them in life so they hit you they hardest they can with comments to make you remember but really don't pay attention to the comments, and people will stop caring about hating on you anymore.
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 3:02pmFLAGMaybe deep down inside me is a nice person, but I'm just a depressed addict that can't handle actual social interaction in most cases, due to a crippling fear of rejection and pariah status.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:06pmFLAGI'm not rejecting you...
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 3:06pmFLAGI know you're not, and that is my biggest fear, that I'll get attached to someone, that someone will care.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:08pmFLAGNO THE REALITY IS WHEN HIS EMOSH!T SURPASSES THE REALITY OF LIFE AND HE AN UP AN RISING CASHIER AT WAL MART ALL THE PHILOSOPHICAL EMOTIONAL BULLSH!T WONT GET HIM LAID ANYMORE AND PEOPLE LIKE THE MORON GIRLS ON HERE SPITTING KIDS OUT AND BEING A SOCCER MOM WHO ONCE REGARD HIM AS AN STIMULATING BEING WILL VIEW HIM AS A DISGUSTING LOSER
Chloe A.Oct 23 2014 3:15pmFLAG
You see, shÃt like what Deen spouts, I get that every fücking day, at school, at work, my only escape is here, and even then, its difficult. Deen quite obviously has never dealt with depression.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:15pmFLAGThat's why I don't want people to get attached, because when I feel suicidal, I don't want them to worry, I don't want them to care, because they'll only get hurt.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:16pmFLAGEVERY FRIGGIN PERSON ENCOUNTERS SOME FORM OF DEPRESSION JUST MOST OF US GAIN STRENGTH FROM IT NOT BECOME WHINY LITTLE BITCHES FROM IT
DeenOct 23 2014 3:20pmFLAGHey dude dont feel that way just know plenty of people will support u if u tell them
Hor_rewfdszxcOct 23 2014 3:21pmFLAGTo put it in metaphor, I am a ticking time bomb, and I don't know when it'll go off, so I'm trying to keep people out of the blast radius.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:22pmFLAGBesides, the only help I'll get is an involuntary stay at a mental health facility.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:23pmFLAGsup homies sorry i was gone
AudreyOct 23 2014 3:24pmFLAGOBVIOUSLY NO AMOUNT OF DRUGS OR POINTLESS SUPPORT WILL HELP MAYBE TAKING THE PLUNGE IS THE BEST OPTION
DeenOct 23 2014 3:25pmFLAGIM A NEW HUMAN HERE HHHHHEEEEELLLLLOOOOOOOOO
maximum (max)Oct 23 2014 3:25pmFLAGhey guys where is sophie
DakotaOct 23 2014 3:26pmFLAGYou know what, Deen does have a point. There is only one permanent solution.
sirvladOct 23 2014 3:26pmFLAGoh vas happening Maximum
DakotaOct 23 2014 3:26pmFLAGFINALLY SOMEONE PAYS ATTENTION THANK YOU DAKOTA
MaximumOct 23 2014 3:28pmFLAGhow do you post little thingys
MaximumOct 23 2014 3:28pmFLAGNO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR LITTLE THINGY
DeenOct 23 2014 3:31pmFLAGChloe is retard you dont know anyone on here we all are fake how u know hes nice it could be a rapist or killer u dont know that bc people hide on here faking everything about them
AnonymousOct 23 2014 3:31pmFLAGCHLOE IS JUST HAVING HORMONAL INDUCED EDWARD CLOMPLEX THIS FAKE ASS SH!T IS A SCENE FROM TWILIGHT FOR HER
DeenOct 23 2014 3:36pmFLAGAnon, its rare that I am violent towards anyone but myself, and also rare that I come to the aid of an independent female, but I want to bust your jaw.