Captain Oct 23 2014 6:42pmFLAGHey don't take that path man
Zaron Oct 23 2014 6:42pmFLAG
Why don't you just leave this thread and go enjoy yourself on this site? I'm just a depressed loser, so not much fun.
sirvladOct 23 2014 6:43pmFLAGIn trying to help you
Zaron Oct 23 2014 6:44pmFLAGWhy not, Zaron? There is but one way to cease the pain completely.
sirvladOct 23 2014 6:44pmFLAGAnd why would you want to help? You don't care, and again, I'm just a worthless depressed loser.
sirvladOct 23 2014 6:45pmFLAGNow Sirvlad, you don't want to get caught up in this, it only drags you down untill you are in enough pain to want to die but to scared to die
WillCatOct 23 2014 6:46pmFLAGI don't want to leave you. Your my friend and you make me laugh even if you are a looser
Zaron (gone)Oct 23 2014 6:47pmFLAGI'm not scared to die, I'm good and ready. Maybe I was wrong, maybe there is a god and an afterlife. Maybe I'll find out.
sirvladOct 23 2014 6:48pmFLAG@Captain. Yeah, I make people laugh by being a complete ass.
sirvladOct 23 2014 6:49pmFLAGYour not a ass your awesome and I know I can't make you not kill Yourself but I'll be here for you always
Captain Oct 23 2014 6:50pmFLAGYou know, i may be new to this site, but I have a lot of experience with suicide. It isn't the answer, how would you expect life to get better, if you just gave it up? Nothing come's easy, and you have to fight for your happiness. So please, dont give up
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 6:51pmFLAGI've always been one for giving up, and I've tried fighting for my happiness. All I've gotten is a bunch of people that I don't want to hurt with my decision. And @Captain, that's what I'm afraid of, I never want anyone to get too close, I'm like a fire, all that's going to happen is that you're going to get hurt.
sirvladOct 23 2014 6:53pmFLAGI dont care if i get hurt, im used to it. I know you dont really know me, and I dont really know you, but my downfall, is that I always try my best to make others happy. I know how you feel, I have issues of my own, like depression. Everyday I struggle, half in and half out of the hole of depression, yet every day i manage to stay even, and not fall down. So can you, and i'll try my dam best to help you/
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 6:58pmFLAG
@DemonicKittens. Why would you want to help? Im just some dude on the internet, I die, all you see is a sudden cessation of posts. You worry for a little bit, and then carry on like it never happened.
sirvladOct 23 2014 7:01pmFLAGI dont care if "your just some dude on the internet" I care, and if you give up, i'll feel like I didnt try hard enough. Please, it will get better, I promise you that. Im not there yet, but im on my way to a better future so just try, and i'll help every step of the way
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:04pmFLAGI've had enough people in my life give up, and im not going to let you do the same
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:06pmFLAGThis is why I've never been able to go through with it, I can't bring myself to hurt anyone but myself, and people get too close, and then I'm afraid they'll get hurt.
coopOct 23 2014 7:09pmFLAGIm glad that you've never been able to, or else I wouldnt have been able to meet( or whatever you call it) you, and even if through the internet, your one of the nicest people ive met
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:09pmFLAG@coop. I'll have an honor guard and a flag for my casket, it'll be emotional for my brothers and sisters of the 951st, but they'll be able to tough it out. @DemonicKittens. You barely even know me, if you did, you'd see hope much of a worthless loser I am.
sirvladOct 23 2014 7:12pmFLAGI don't care if I barley know you. I dont have taht good of a life, im abused and everyday I go to school I get called a whore and they call me emo bitch, or fag, and they push and punch me. Its rare when I meet someone nice to m, and when I do I hold them dear and never forget about them. I don't care if you think i'll forget about you, I won't, not ever
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:16pmFLAG@DemonicKittens. Trust me, if you knew me, you'd consider me a gigantic asshat.
sirvladOct 23 2014 7:18pmFLAGi wouldnt no one messes with my friends
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:20pmFLAG@coop. Huh? @DemonicKittens. Trust me, I'm a terrible person and a worthless loser. I'm cynical as hell, I have a negative self image, and I let my personality defects define me.
sirvladOct 23 2014 7:23pmFLAG@sirvlad dude dont i will not let u doo it if its in my powers
coopOct 23 2014 7:27pmFLAGWhy? Why can't I have my opinion? I think your very nice, and I know you think your ugly, but to me, no one is ugly. And no one is perfect, Everyone has their own type of beauty, your not terrible, and your not worthless. Your just a boy, with the weight of the world on your shoulder's.
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:27pmFLAG@coop. You're like a bad guerilla in this case, you can't use excessive force, and you can't dictate the terms of the engagement. @DemonicKittens. Everyone is entitled to their opinion, I just find yours hard to believe.
sirvladOct 23 2014 7:30pmFLAGAnd im okay with that, I just want you to know that I care
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:31pmFLAG@sirvlad ill say this if you think thats the only way out its not laast year i ws there my aunt dieed dad moved away switched schools all that crap i was there i know how you feel it sucks i know just think about this if you love anyone dont make them suffer its somthing to hold on to
coopOct 23 2014 7:35pmFLAGThis is why I just can't bring myself to end it, no matter how much I want to. I care far too much for everyone else, and not enough for myself. Its just... I want to die, but I don't want to hurt anyone.
sirvladOct 23 2014 7:44pmFLAGThanks, im happy that you won't
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:46pmFLAG
It doesn't mean I won't, it just means I'll have to push people away, unless I want them to be caught in the crossfire. Of all the things in the world I want, death still tops that list.
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:52pmFLAGDon't feel bad because of a decision that is mine to make. I'm a loser, a worthless one at that, me ending everything shouldn't make you sad, even for an instant.
DemonicKittensOct 23 2014 7:56pmFLAGitll make all likelike sad
coopOct 23 2014 7:58pmFLAGNo it won't, do try to lie and guilt trip me into not doing it. Maybe a few of you will feel down for awhile, but those wounds will heal.
sirvladOct 23 2014 8:00pmFLAGWounds will heal, but they leave scars, and scars never fade. We would never forget about you
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