SapphireFeb 15 2015 7:32pmFLAGOk, I thought that maybe I could help that way, but if you'd rather not thats ok (: so... anything I can do to make you feel a little bit better?
SapphireFeb 15 2015 7:37pmFLAGSaph.... did Meph hurt you? Or did someone hurt you? Uh... so er how's Kileigh?
OwlFeb 15 2015 7:41pmFLAG
He hasn't hurt me. Idk why he decided to waste his time with me. Kileigh is gone. She left right along with Jake.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 7:43pmFLAGWould it be wise to offer you a hug? My heart's breaking for you right now sapp.... and Meph isn't wasting his time on you. You are a beautiful rare delicate flower, and yet you still have thorns to protect you Sapp... and you use them well... you are worth so much more than anything anyone could give sapp
OwlFeb 15 2015 7:46pmFLAGYou know what maybe you are right. Maybe I am rare. I havent seen any freaks around lately. I might be the last one of my kind.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 7:49pmFLAGFreak is a good thing to be. Sapphire, we are (almost) all freaks in disguise. If you dug around and opened your eyes even further I think you'd be surprised
OwlFeb 15 2015 7:52pmFLAGWould you stop! Im not a good thing to be! Im not a rare delicate flower and honestly i wish i was fuking dead
SapphireFeb 15 2015 7:55pmFLAG*crosses my legs and looks at you*
OwlFeb 15 2015 7:57pmFLAG*puts my head in my hands* Ughhh
SapphireFeb 15 2015 7:59pmFLAG*looks away* We all mess up... alot Sapp....
OwlFeb 15 2015 8:03pmFLAGI didnt mess up. I AM messed up.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:10pmFLAG*stifles a grin* aren't we all
OwlFeb 15 2015 8:12pmFLAG*steps up next Saph quietly* If there is one thing I know about life, it's that this kind of attitude is never justified. No matter how bad things are, they only seem that way. We tend to see the bad things more than the good things, it's human nature. No matter who you are, no matter how weird or different you are there is a place for you in this world. You just need to have the patience to find it Saph
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:18pmFLAG*looks up at you* You have no idea how long I have been falling apart and breaking and hell you have no clue how long I have been cutting.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:23pmFLAGI have a good idea, I didn't get to be where I am today by not being observant. Everyone has sh*ty days or weeks or months. The thing is you can only have those days if you let them exist.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:26pmFLAG
TS this isnt your problem. *puts my head back in my hands*
dubFeb 15 2015 8:28pmFLAGNo it's not, nobodies problems are mine except mine. But see we decent humans still care about other peoples problems, specially those that we care about *sits down next to you dangling my feet over the edge sipping at my amber drink*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:29pmFLAG*stands on the edge of the building drinking a bottle of vodka* Join the fuking "lets talk to sapphire" party, dub
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:31pmFLAGWhy do you care.....
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:33pmFLAGi've learned not to talk about peoples problems. id rather talk to my friend. *takes the bottle from you* da fuq, since when do you drink vodka?
dubFeb 15 2015 8:33pmFLAGSince i needed it *takes the bottle back*
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:36pmFLAGBecause I choose to care Saph, no other reason. There is never any other reason to care. *sips my drink*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:36pmFLAG*shoots the bottle* nope, trust me drinking doesnt solve shÃt, i would know...
dubFeb 15 2015 8:36pmFLAGMasterTS just lay off ok?
dubFeb 15 2015 8:37pmFLAGFuk you dub. And TS you shouldnt care. Forget about me. Thats all you need to do. FORGET ABOUT ME. im nothing for christs sake. im not worth this
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:39pmFLAGMmm...no *tips my drink at dub*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:40pmFLAGYou are a human, and one who has many more good points than most of the people I've met, present company included *glances at dub* I do care about you Saph, face it nothing can change that.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:41pmFLAGlook saphire i aint good with this stuff, but do what i do. just dont give a fuk. seriously it helps alot. trust me your life is ty now but it gets a whole lot better
dubFeb 15 2015 8:41pmFLAGalright, i aint one for drama
dubFeb 15 2015 8:42pmFLAGlook saphire... jello shot buddy... do what you feel is right, live and regreat, make amends... dunno if that helps but*shrugs*
dubFeb 15 2015 8:44pmFLAGStop caring! forget. about. me. stop caring. im not worth somebodys to give.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:45pmFLAGyou want us not to care?
dubFeb 15 2015 8:45pmFLAGThis is why I am as good as I am. I pay less attention to the words people use then the actions they take. But tell me this, if at least one person cares about you enough to stick around then how can you say you don't matter? And it's not just me, dub is proof enough of that.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:46pmFLAG
XD ok not to be a hypocrite, but im to loose to understand that MasterTS
dubFeb 15 2015 8:49pmFLAG*sits down* i dont know.... Okay i dont know....
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:50pmFLAG* sits down and pulls you ontop of me* hey... look at me
dubFeb 15 2015 8:51pmFLAGI care about you Saph, that means at least one person does care about you. Even if everyone else only cares about you because they think they can get fuked there will always be me. And I don't waste my time on worthless things *sips my drink*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:52pmFLAG*gently pushes you away* Dont touch me.....
SapphireFeb 15 2015 8:53pmFLAGWhat i meant to say Dub is that no matter what your true intentions may be, good or perverse, you cared enough to come to her side and that counts for something worth paying attention to
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:53pmFLAGsaphire... je serai toujours votre ami
dubFeb 15 2015 8:53pmFLAGsaphire has been my friend since last year i aint gunna be pervy
dubFeb 15 2015 8:54pmFLAGce est ce dont elle a besoin *tips my drink at Dub and sips in salute*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 8:57pmFLAGI cant do this.... *runs my hand through my hair* Oh My God im falling apart and its not fun.....
dubFeb 15 2015 9:02pmFLAGYou can do anything you chose Saph, if you lack the strength then look to those who care about you for it.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:03pmFLAGA peine bilingue, mais je sais un peu de quelques langues
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:03pmFLAGhaha got the jist of that sentance, not 100% certain what you said
dubFeb 15 2015 9:05pmFLAGBut Im falling apart and I honestly dont know why and I know you guys care but I guess I just dont get why...... I care about you guys ALOT but you guys deserve it. You arent freaks....
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:06pmFLAG*smiles* basically "Hardly bilingual but I know a bit of a few languages"
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:06pmFLAGThen my advise is stop trying to figure out why we care and just accept that we do. I would be more concerned with why you are feeling this way *sips my drink*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:07pmFLAGAHH ok i got "A bilingual sentence..." but maybe im stupid
dubFeb 15 2015 9:07pmFLAGXD did you just say im not a freak? XD thats good, saphire im a 1.6 yo alcholic and liver cancer, thats a freak baby
dubFeb 15 2015 9:08pmFLAGBeen like this for years and I couldnt change it no matter how hard i tried.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:12pmFLAGsaphire, lets be freaks together. it'll be less lonly
dubFeb 15 2015 9:14pmFLAGThen don't try to change it Saph, learn that it's not as bad as you think and let the bad stuff slide off like water off a duck. You can't choose to change, but you can choose what bothers you. You have friends and support, focus on that, not the crap.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:14pmFLAGDONT fuking say that! you arent a freak....
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:15pmFLAGHaha, I'm by no means a master of language and I'll admit I rely heavily on google translate for the things I don't know
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:15pmFLAGreally? explain to me how im not then saph
dubFeb 15 2015 9:17pmFLAGYoure fuking perfect and thank you TS i will try to think about that *hugs you*
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:19pmFLAGSaph, everyone is a freak to at least some other people. Just look at me, a 'master', most people think I am a perverted old man who preys on ren. They can think or say whatever they want, that doesn't make it true.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:19pmFLAG*hugs you back* I'm always here for you Saph, but I think Dub deserves a hug as well *smiles*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:20pmFLAGno i aint, drink everynight, notbeing able to hold a girl, and having no friends other than internet ones? ya im SO perfect * scoffs*
dubFeb 15 2015 9:20pmFLAGXD explains why you used to verbs next to each other XD
dubFeb 15 2015 9:21pmFLAG*hugs dub for a long time* Youre a perfect friend. Youre perf
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:24pmFLAGHaha I honestly know more Japanese than french, but one such as myself needs to know a bit of the language of love haha
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:26pmFLAGXD trust me ill tell girls thier pretty in french then they become putty in my hands, kinda sad
dubFeb 15 2015 9:27pmFLAG* hugs sapphire to* hey i love you (in a friend way)
dubFeb 15 2015 9:28pmFLAGOr Italian, that works well to, french is usually the goto Italian catches them off guard
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:30pmFLAG*smiles* I love you too also in a friendly way.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:34pmFLAGWell then seems my job here is done *downs the last of my drink and stands up* seems you are in good hands *looks to dub and nods* I must admit I have changed my opinion of you Dub *turns around and walks off with a wave*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:35pmFLAGhaha good thing then saphire
dubFeb 15 2015 9:35pmFLAGAww do you have to leave?
dubFeb 15 2015 9:38pmFLAG*stops and looks back* I don't have to no
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:40pmFLAGBecause you fight the good fight, at the very least things I agree with Dub. No matter who else agrees or disagrees I approve of your actions tonight and that's all I care about.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:41pmFLAGplease dont sounds like your a hit with sapphire
dubFeb 15 2015 9:41pmFLAGbut you said your opinion changed? did you think i was a dirtbag... most people do
dubFeb 15 2015 9:42pmFLAGThen stayyyy. Im pretty sure dub doesnt trust himself alone with me just yet XD *laughs and sneaks a bottle of vodka around him*
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:43pmFLAGGo back to the first thing you said to me tonight Dub
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:43pmFLAG*sighs playfully and pulls out another amber drink and sits back down on the edge of the building* Fine, besides who else is going to clean up this mess *wipes away the leftover tears and mess from your face*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:44pmFLAG*laughs* Im capable of cleaning up my own messes. Its called reapplying makeup. But im fine with this.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:48pmFLAGXD oh ya... sorry bruh.... you know what*gives you a bottle of sky vodka* my favorite brand...
dubFeb 15 2015 9:49pmFLAG*ruffles your hair and chuckles* no but everyone loves being taken care of by others at times. It's one way we humans show we care.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:49pmFLAGNot a huge fan of vodka but I never turn down a gift *salutes you with my drink before sipping it*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:50pmFLAGWell sometimes we humans are just damn near retarded. and dub i believe we have found our vodka buddy XD TS i guess we have to introduce you to this. i am dubs jello shot buddy. its how we met. i will let him tell the story though.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 9:52pmFLAGOh believe me I've probably tried more kinds of vodka then both of you combined knew existed, but vodka is for poor high schoolers and people with no taste. I prefer a good aged whiskey over all else *tips my glass up and smiles before sipping* On the rocks of course, no mixer or chaser
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 9:55pmFLAGBlame dub he introduced me to it. *laughs*
SapphireFeb 15 2015 10:02pmFLAGWhiskey is more of a refined taste I'm afraid, vodka you can mix with everything from coke to orange juice, whiskey is best straight up on the rocks. Though I do like a good rum or gin and tonic now and then.
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 10:04pmFLAGVodka is the drink of the reckless. Its usually referred to as liquid fire. I think it suits me.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 10:07pmFLAGCheap and everyone can find a good mix to fit their taste haha
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 10:09pmFLAGOh whatever, TS. Youre just jealous you cant be reckless for once.
SapphireFeb 15 2015 10:11pmFLAGI choose to not be reckless, that's the difference *smirks*
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 10:14pmFLAG*mumbles* More like MasterUptight *smiles at you*
SapphireFeb 15 2015 10:18pmFLAG*looks at you and quirks an eyebrow* Me? Uptight?...are you sure you remember who exactly I am? haha
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 10:19pmFLAGYes i do believe i remember you XD
SapphireFeb 15 2015 10:30pmFLAGI think the 'master' in my name should be enough to know I'm not uptight, I'm just picky about who I associate with and use big words haha
MasterTSFeb 15 2015 10:31pmFLAGOh whatever i have to go lol
SapphireFeb 15 2015 10:38pmFLAGOk goodnight Saph, I'm glad you cheered up a bit *smiles* keep it that way yeah?
Love
Money
Career
Family
Friends
General