Everything was different now. He was gone. She betrayed you. Your grandfather was dead. And your family moved away. You felt alone. You felt, trapped. He was the one who made you this way. You can't talk to anyone about it, exept your trusty best friend. You hide your emotions from your family and friends and teachers. It was your fault, is what you say over and over again in your head. Silly girl, he never loved you! Oh you silly girl, she never cared! You felt, trapped. Its just you and mom. You know that you have to be strong. But you just fake it. So your mother will never know how you felt. So your mother will never know about the night you looked in the mirror, and tried to choke yourself to death. So your mother never knows that that is the real reason why you and her never keep in touch anymore. So nobody knows. Speak up! Is what they say. To the people Who have their depression So they will survive. I feel, trapped. Him. God, how I loved that face. And deep down, I still do. But, I am trapped. So I am only able to watch from the shadows. The corner. The bottom When he is at the top. I just have to watch. He consumed my mind. He is slowly killing me. She will never understand how much she hurt me, With a single lie That slowly evolved into more. Silly girl! You should've known! Such a silly little girl! He doesn't know about what happened. Its killing me. He killed me. She. God.. Who knew. My best friend of e i g h t years. Could lie. And lie. And lie. She said she just wanted To make me happy. Look at me now. Behind this smile. Is a story you will never understand.

TrappedGirl Feb 27 2016 4:40pm FLAG