Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:04pmFLAGCHLOE MUST BE BLONDE
DeenOct 22 2014 8:05pmFLAG@Chloe. I had to take a semester of French four years ago. All I remember is "oui oui", it means " yes yes".
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:05pmFLAGUhm naturally yes but I dyed my hair brown so ha...
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:06pmFLAGI said to a girl in my class "Vous Êtes Tellement" @Sirvlad
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:06pmFLAGOooooh, well I'm not French so sorry XD
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:07pmFLAGMAN!!! was she Awesome!! ^-^
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:07pmFLAG@Enemy. Did she get it? @Chloe. Just pretend Deen doesn't exist, he likes to come out at night.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:08pmFLAGAND ON FRENCH FAGS FOREHEADS
DeenOct 22 2014 8:09pmFLAGI wish I was french, it would be an excuse to be an ass. Granted I don't need an excuse, but it would come in handy.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:09pmFLAGAwwwweh I like coming out at night... Night time is my free time and let's me catch up with "some" people. :/ @sirvlad Altho the only people I've came in contact with again somewhat recently was Ally K. And Nate
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:09pmFLAGWait French people are awesome thooo, I feel like French people are more romantic than any other person XD
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:11pmFLAG
@Chloe. Again, just pretend Deen doesn't exist, eventually he'll go away.
DeenOct 22 2014 8:11pmFLAGAnd people don't have to be French to be romantic. I keep candles and a lighter, a tablecloth, and wine glasses in my glovebox. Haha.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:12pmFLAGBecause your sexy and nicely cruel XD
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:12pmFLAGWHEN I GO AWAY ANOTHER DEEN STEPS UP WHEN THAT ONE GOES AWAY YET ANOTHER STEPS UP
DeenOct 22 2014 8:13pmFLAGXD always got be ready for some occasion, and wine? How old are you? @sirvlad
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:13pmFLAGHaha. Say that to my flabby arms. Haha.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:13pmFLAGI am sixt33n. The wine glasses are (mostly) a joke.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:14pmFLAGWow so many follow uppers @Deen
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:14pmFLAGPEOPLE ENJOY USING THE GUISE I SUPPOSE
DeenOct 22 2014 8:15pmFLAGHmmm ok, lol. Well I'm XD so ha I get to drink before, even tho I already... Drink... Have ya ever had UV blue? Mmm, I mean what??? :3
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:15pmFLAGWell I guess the true deen was already like "nicely cruel" :3 and so on the voyage of being "nicely cruel" began. :P
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:17pmFLAG1.7*^ and why does it block out double digits?
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:17pmFLAGElle est três jollie fille
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:17pmFLAGdeen the d*ck welcome back@deen hello everybody
miles5Oct 22 2014 8:18pmFLAGHaha. Yeah, my glovebox ready for any occasion. A KA-BAR nine inch combat knife (just in case I find my way to the wrong neighborhood), fresh fatigues for JROTC, jumper cables, a multitool, first aid kit, and food, water, and a blanket. And some other items used in romance. Hahah.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:18pmFLAGOnly Sir-V knows what i said.
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:18pmFLAGEnemy, I'll point out that google translate can tell me what you said, but I am not fluent in French. My secondary language is Dutch.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:19pmFLAGHey @Miles5 you know that was a fake right from earlier.
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:20pmFLAG
What!? You didn't learn in French-Class?
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:20pmFLAGwhat was fake sorry i have a bad memory @enemy
miles5Oct 22 2014 8:21pmFLAGEnemy, it was a semester four years ago. We didn't learn much, and I didn't retain much.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:21pmFLAGNo it's fine and i don't act like a Douche and start fights i find fighting pointless unless in real life but i'm not that rude. @Miles5 | oh i see man! @Sir-V
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:24pmFLAG* falls out of the closet* stands up* o.o
dubOct 22 2014 8:24pmFLAGTHANKS FUDGEPACKER HAD AN INTERESTING WEEK
DeenOct 22 2014 8:25pmFLAG@Enemy. Yeah, I've never really cared for the romantic languages, I prefer the germanic languages.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:25pmFLAGDub, a word of advice, don't sneak up on someone that carries a combat knife in their glovebox, just not a good plan for survival.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:26pmFLAGWait french is romantic!?!? Wtf no wonder girls act all weird around me.
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:26pmFLAGHaha, Enemy. French, the Iberian languages, Italian, they're considered the romantic languages.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:27pmFLAGoh so u remember me such an achievement for a person with such a small brain @deen
miles5Oct 22 2014 8:27pmFLAGDammit i thought they thought i was cool all this time ...you telling me i been speaking french just for that?
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:28pmFLAGI JUST ASSOCIATE MILES PLUS FIVE AS THE AMOUNT OF C*ckS IN LENGTH YOUVE RECEIVED AND REMEMBERED
DeenOct 22 2014 8:28pmFLAGOh, Enemy. Don't be so down and put, that's my job!
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:30pmFLAGEnemy, don't you start pulling that shÃt! Being clinically depressed is my duty here.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:30pmFLAGOk i'll change my name then.
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:33pmFLAGwhy are u such a shÃt head @ deen
miles5Oct 22 2014 8:33pmFLAGOh god, not the train of pseudonyms again...
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:34pmFLAGNaw i'll stick to my name for now on.
NateOct 22 2014 8:35pmFLAGI THINK IM QUITE THE GENTLEMAN ACTUALLY
DeenOct 22 2014 8:37pmFLAGYour are a Gentlemen @Deen always nice to see a Deen around these parts i use to be a Wannabe Deen i use the name Deen before.
NateOct 22 2014 8:40pmFLAGTHERE WILL BE AN WARSHIP NAMED AFTER DEEN
DeenOct 22 2014 8:41pmFLAGWow that escalated quickly... And plz don't fight... I had deen all calm :( @miles5 and heyyy @dub and sorry naters and sirvlad I was doin' something's.
NateOct 22 2014 8:42pmFLAG@Chloe. Tis cool. @All. Is it weird that I wear two pairs of pants, just to be able to rip one off in the middle of class? Same with shirts? Or is that normal? Haha.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:44pmFLAGOne ...time in Gym i was making a slam dunk whwn my shorts fell down in the air ..and girls came all over ... i was ..in shame! SHAME !!!!!
NateOct 22 2014 8:46pmFLAGUhhh why would you rip a shirt or pants off? Kinda is weird.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:47pmFLAGAnd that, my dear Nate, is why I am a cyclist.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:47pmFLAGI would been all over ya XD jk [maybe]
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:48pmFLAG@Chloe. So not normal? That is how I managed to get my most recent girlfriend, just ripped my shirt and pants off (still a shirt and pair of pants underneath, I'm strange, not a perv). Mental illness? Probably. Granted that sense of humor is also what got me dumped, but meh. #worthit
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:49pmFLAGNever again will i play Basket Ball @Sir @Chloe
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:49pmFLAGhey chloe, why are we talking about taking shirts off? *sowly takes off my coat*
dubOct 22 2014 8:50pmFLAG@Enemy. Trust me, the skin tight cycling suits are really awkward when taking photos with people in the crowd before and after a race.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:51pmFLAGXD wearing spandex is awkward especially in volleyball when there's abunch of guys. .-.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:54pmFLAGIdk he brought it up @dub
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 8:54pmFLAGWell why do you think the turnout for girls volleyball is so high? Haha. Jk. I actually can't remmber the last time I went to an event I wasn't in.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:55pmFLAGI gotta work out again tomarrow this time i can be paired up with a girl .
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:55pmFLAGONLY GIRLS SHOULD WEAR SPANDEX TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE CAMELTOE CAUSE
dubOct 22 2014 8:57pmFLAGAnd then i can still take off my shirt then get another one in my locker i have over 4 lockers in high school
EnemyOct 22 2014 8:58pmFLAGWell, that's the last of the antidepressants. Come twelve hours, I'll have problems motivating myself to do anything. The joys of mental illness... Ugh.
sirvladOct 22 2014 8:59pmFLAGI am very high self esteem ^-^
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:00pmFLAG@Enemy. Luck you, it must be nice to not hate yourself.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:01pmFLAGThe enkoyment of not caring what goes on in life ^-^ #getatmebruh
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:02pmFLAG@Chloe. Must be nice. Compulsively, I take everything people say to heart, unless I know they're sarcastic. When somebody told me to kill myself a few months back, I was found barely breathing on the bathroom floor after trying to OD. Life is literally hell for me.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:04pmFLAGdone! * sits on the swing*
dubOct 22 2014 9:04pmFLAGSo how can i avoid girls at my school? Trick question i can't they been chasing me ever since i did a concert with 3 0 0 + people at a park in town.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:04pmFLAGYeah i just have a Negative+Positive look on life that get's me the earn of Nirvana/Karma
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:05pmFLAGOMG, STOP BRAGGING, IM SURE UR COOL BUT I DONT CARE
dubOct 22 2014 9:06pmFLAG* coughs* sry im what you call ummm... a loser
dubOct 22 2014 9:08pmFLAGWow that was a time bomb XD @dub
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:08pmFLAGDub, welcome to the club.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:09pmFLAGUmm, your not a *cough* loser *cough*
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:10pmFLAGLol you rhymed @sirvlad
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:10pmFLAGis it the dead dub club?
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:12pmFLAG@Chloe. I ain't no poet! I'm a comedian. And also, which one pof us isn't a loser? I am a loser.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:13pmFLAGI'm not cool I consider myself into the neutral zone :) and I like it there.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:13pmFLAGDon't say that neither of you @nate (which IK you don't think your a loser) @dub @sirvlad .-.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:14pmFLAGI write poems like anybody cares but whatever nevermind.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:14pmFLAGhmmm, i like the sound of the neutral zone,
dubOct 22 2014 9:14pmFLAGI think I'm going to call a friend up that understands the concept of online dating and online friends/ or bullying or send a quick txt to Ally and have her come on I'm so bored.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:16pmFLAG"Loser" that word makes me think back when i was called a loser when i was a kiddo
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:17pmFLAG@Chloe. My screwed up brain, I guess. I, for reasons unknown to me, can't accept praise, and constantly criticize myself. I also have problems feeling happy and satisfied with anything.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:17pmFLAGWell obviously @nate I mean you can play the guitar and know how to match up notes I'm pretty sure if ya can match up notes you can match up the perfection of words into a poem.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:17pmFLAGhave you been on tv? i have, i was asked to talk about the state wide drawing which i placed second for creativity. poems arent my strong suit,
dubOct 22 2014 9:17pmFLAGi feel like a loser, but im actually not
dubOct 22 2014 9:18pmFLAGI write music , poem , memos, speeches and i live in Colorado
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:19pmFLAGYay, you are NOT a loser @dub ^-^ now accept it @sirvlad you are NOT a loser.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:19pmFLAGYou should live in Hollywood @Enemy .-.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:20pmFLAGEh too many attention in hollywood.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:21pmFLAGYeah well you already have A LOT of attention at your school by the way it sounds.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:22pmFLAGi used to play, tuba, drums, guitar, trumpet, and curently play saxaphone. im the co section leader,i dont write music,i play music, if i try i can make 0 in the streets
dubOct 22 2014 9:22pmFLAGagain feel like a loser but i know im not
dubOct 22 2014 9:23pmFLAG@Chloe. If I lie and say I feel good about myself, will I stop having to hear about how cool I wish I was?
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:23pmFLAGAwwwweh my friends Elise and Claire shot down the fun on this site. XD
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:24pmFLAGYeah i hate having attention now.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:24pmFLAG@Chloe. Consider yourself lucky that you have friends.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:24pmFLAGYou don't have to wish, I mean your normal routines may be "normal" and the others may be abnormal... And plus your just being who you truly are, they are just being someone who they want to be not who they truly are... They won't get far in life, I'm pretty sure you will tho.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:26pmFLAGReason is i'm not worried about anything in life cause i plan on dying.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:26pmFLAGEveryone's going to die, I'm not scared of young it could happen anytime without you even knowing or with you knowing no matter what it's going to happen.p, it's the flaw in life, and another flaw in life is that people think looks matter sooo much but truthfully the personality comes first @sirvlad
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:28pmFLAGdying is scary. ive brushed death times
AnonymousOct 22 2014 9:29pmFLAGI'm going to wait until i'm 2 3 years old in life then I can complete my destiny
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:29pmFLAG@Chloe. False, I'm not being who I really am, I am being what my personality defects (depression, BDD, etc) are molding me into. I have a lot of reasons to be happy, but I physically cannot feel happy.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:29pmFLAG@Dub. When I came close to death, it was a pinch from a needle, a few seconds of euphoria, and then waking up in the ICU some days later feeling like I was on fire.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:31pmFLAGI don't feel i'm good enough for life i feel it's a waste i been in life i don't feel like i need anything to do here.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:32pmFLAGFalse your full of depression which is a part of who you are an easily depressfull guy that needs love or who wants to be heard out, but first you must take your stand and stand up to the haters and the hateful comments.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:32pmFLAGNate plz don't kill yourself... I truly wish i was there for you, I'd prolly be hugging you right now.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:34pmFLAGI'm leaving for awhile bye guys.
NateOct 22 2014 9:34pmFLAGYa know just np because we haven't talked to each other within' like a year or less, that doesn't mean I haven't forgotten anything about you. :)
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:34pmFLAG try falling in a frozen river, being legally dead for 6 seconds
dubOct 22 2014 9:35pmFLAG@Chloe. What's the point? I stand up for myself, get beat up, and feel worse than before. Even if I live past 25, the chances of me completing the ultimate goal in life, reproduction, are very low, almost negligible.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:35pmFLAGIt's ok i just been wasting my life by studing everything about emotions to help others but then i can't seem to help myselfe
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:35pmFLAGI'll help nate, just don't build a wall just to see if I can break it, bc no matter what I will try my hardest to help an old friend/ crush/ buddy out. :)
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:37pmFLAGThanks @Chloe.A just wish i can be useful ya know.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:39pmFLAGEmotions aren't easy to study Nate also you gotta know emotions just as if they were your bestfriend. :) @ Nate and bullshjt , there's a girl out there for you that loves you and really all you would need is your true lover and no one else @sirvlad
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:39pmFLAGYou are useful :) I mean I'm pretty sure you've helped out so many suicidal people figure things out or maybe some people who are having troubled times and they just didn't say thanks or say "hey you just helped me hate, thanks dude" and just acting all cool and being like hey you didn't do shizz to help me, but down deep inside you did help them.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:41pmFLAGYeah i know as in study i mean i already lived those emotions but it feels like i being haunted by other memories i can't fully remember but it's there.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:42pmFLAGNate not hate *^ auto correction
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:42pmFLAG@Chloe. I'm a depressed, pill popping, socially awkward, and physically repulsive brainiac. Let me know when there's a person out there that isn't Lindsay Lohan that's into that kind of thing.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:43pmFLAGMemories are memories, the true memories you need to worry about are the ones that you are making at this moment. *hugs Nate and whispers into your ear* and those are depended upon you, if you want to make them good or if you want to make them horrible, don't forget that.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:44pmFLAGI will carry on even if it's past my level i will try my hardest i will make it work
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:44pmFLAGsirvlad your building a wall, a girl will come in like a wrecking ball, like Miley Cyrus and ruin it, if she truly loves you she won't care about your past and help you go depressed free.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:46pmFLAGDo the best you can do, with very little regrets as possible.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:47pmFLAGI build that metaphorical wall to keep anybody thstr might care out, because I'll become attached, and all that's going to happen is that theyre going to get hurt and make me feel guilty.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:49pmFLAGI learned over my stage of being useful thank you @Chloe i will continue helping more people again and then wait for another person that will take over my place and be allot stronger then i am now.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:49pmFLAGI feel guilty as it is but i'm worried in this moment and making new responsible chances like Chloe said i can make good or bad moments i will make both to understand more.
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:51pmFLAG$5 says if I rolled out of the window in my sleep, nobody would care at all.
sirvladOct 22 2014 9:56pmFLAGThis is true life story/ event that happened to my friend Elise, "well, one day a girl named Elise, she found a very handsome looking man and was thinking well he's had some so they started talking, not did she also like the outside she liked the inside with one major flaw, that man was kinda a lil like you but a lot worse, he had no self esteem, he cut, he drank a lot of alcohol, he smoked, but still managed to hang onto life p, and Elise he said was a game changer to him, and one day he would change for her. Elise knew about the mans addictions, and never turned her back on him... He didn't have friends, nor that much strength, he played football, but wasn't considered a jock, they were still madly in love... Until one day Elise got a call from her bfs mom, just to hear that her bf had died on impact in a car accident on an interstate. Her bf was changing he even wrote a letter to her saying. [Dear Elise, I know I may not be perfect, may not be a super star, but I'm glad I had you in my life, I am trying my hardest to change for you, I have stopped cutting, drinking, I really don't know why you love me, I mean wouldn't you rather have a super star jock than me? Sincerely, _______] and that's where it all ended..." :'( sorry I may have under exaggerated a little because it wasn't my business to tell anyone else.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 9:57pmFLAGNobody is not aa thing unlesss you thinnk negative in the end a positive will have a chance to turn negative into positive life is like Math finding a anwser that solves the equation
EnemyOct 22 2014 9:58pmFLAGI have controlled my hate from my mom when i realized i cried enough as a to hear stories i no longer feel anything from my birth.
EnemyOct 22 2014 10:02pmFLAGThe difference is that guy, he at least had a little piece of hope, a little piece of good, something that I don't have. I don't have to worry about anyone grtting depressed from sharing my problems. If I push away those that seem to care hard enough, maybe I'll push the pain away, too.
sirvladOct 22 2014 10:03pmFLAGI'm going to lay down and as fire burns it will soon pass us by as if dreams are reality and reality is a dream - Nate
AnonymousOct 22 2014 10:03pmFLAGI'm bringing football into this instead of math, well life and love is like a football play, the QB/ you have to find away to get to the touch down, but you can't without forming a wall to support your run, without that wall your defeated. The wall meaning your choices of who you choose to hang out with you who you think are the better people to hang out with, instead of wanting to hang out with the "super cool narcissistic ass holes" ,are your own group and chat and be chilled out. Make a change, or be the change.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 10:04pmFLAGQuit pushing people away. .-. It's really nice, nor is it helpful, it'll just make you look like the bad guy. You have a lot of potential use it don't hide it.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 10:06pmFLAGThere's nobody that wants to hang out with me, if I died in my sleep tonight, the people on this site, the only people I have really talked to, would feel a few tinges of sadness, and then get on with their lives.
sirvladOct 22 2014 10:07pmFLAGI'm pushing people away because I'm afraid they'll care, and that all that is going to happen us they'll get hurt.
sirvladOct 22 2014 10:08pmFLAGDon't fuking say that, ya know I'm actually about to cry because of this convo, I may have known for only one day but knowing I couldn't help you would send guilt through me and I'd really care my eyes out if I found out you died. You seem like a great guy, you just need to push all the hates away and pull in all the greats in.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 10:10pmFLAGThey'll get hurt because yes they do care and they want you to succeed greatly and know you have the potential to do so.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 10:12pmFLAGTheres the problem, I seem like a great guy, but I'm not. I pop pills nonstop, I have personality defects like depression and above average intelligence, I can assure you, I am not as great as I seem to be.
sirvladOct 22 2014 10:14pmFLAGAnd my potential is zero. Live eighty years, alone, poor, and unhappy.
sirvladOct 22 2014 10:15pmFLAGYes you are, just bc you pop pills and sh1t doesn't mean your not a great guy. It just means your finding relief from fighting the same battle over and over. Plz stop popping pills just cry it all out next time, less depression will come around.
Chloe A.Oct 22 2014 10:16pmFLAGWell, I'm going to try and get some sleep. Maybe I'll see you tomorrow, maybe I won't, I never know. Night.
sirvladOct 22 2014 10:18pmFLAGYou got a lot of potential quit saying you don't everyone's got their own skills! Role play out your feelings on here be who you are on here, I mean I do it, I'm 1.7 and I have problems of my own, but do I care what people think? No, because if they want beat me up for I'll let them slap me on the left side of my face and I'll turn my right to face them with my right side and tell them to smack me across the face there too...