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The Problem: And I want to die. Very badly.

Asked by: sirvlad at 06:35:10 PM, Friday, October 24, 2014 EDT FLAG

Advice

I just don't know how to do it.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:35pm FLAG


Please dont

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:37pm FLAG
Hey you can talk to me

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:37pm FLAG
Why shouldn't I? The pain of death cannot be as bad as the pain of life. Besides, none of you really care, you'd wouldn't even notice that the posts suddenly stopped.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:38pm FLAG
I had a friend who was at that point and he toke that path and I tried to help him but it was to late

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:39pm FLAG
Please don't, I do care!

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:40pm FLAG
I do you were one of the first at my post I made a friend withch is you man

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:40pm FLAG
Zaron, the difference is that you don't know me. Im not your friend, I have no friends that would worry.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:40pm FLAG
Hotbaby, I keep bringing this up, but you'd just go on about your life as usual, as if I never existed, which is for the better.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:41pm FLAG
Sirvlad just listen you are going through a though thing but suicide is not the answer I know you need someone to be there for you and we are here for you

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:43pm FLAG
And you are right we will go on with are lives but we won't forget you

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:44pm FLAG
Zaron, it is the answer. The last thing I need is for someone to be there to feel the pain, I don't want anyone else to get hurt by my choice.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:45pm FLAG
And you will forget me, trust me, you will.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:46pm FLAG
We will get hurt even your parents

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:46pm FLAG
*crying now*

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:47pm FLAG
I've been moving from foster home to foster home. My parents are heroin addicts in prison for the next 45 years. You will get hurt, but it won't be that bad. It'll sting for a littke bit, but then you will forget me.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:48pm FLAG
@Hotbaby. This is why I didn't want anyone to get attached, they'll only get hurt.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:49pm FLAG
Sirvlad will will miss you 😥

Zaron Oct 24 2014 3:50pm FLAG
No you wouldn't, I'm a worthless loser, you wouldn't miss me.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:51pm FLAG
I'm adopted. Before I was adopted I had three foster homes. My real dad was extremely violent and a thief and me real mom used to get beat up all the time and her dad used to rape her and her siblings when they were young. Trust me I know how you feel

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:52pm FLAG
I would miss you

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:52pm FLAG
V-lad... If you go down I'm going down with you. I honestly care about you, you will be in my memories.... I won't forget about you, because I care about you a lot, and nothing you say can push me away.

Chloe A. Oct 24 2014 3:53pm FLAG
Hotbaby, that is terrible. Seriously, that is absolutely awful. And trust me, don't waste any tears on me, don't miss me, if anything, I deserve to have my unmarked grave spit on.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:55pm FLAG
Where's he gone

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:55pm FLAG
Chloe. I don't want you to go with me, you have something to live for. You can grow old, you can live a full and happy life without a depressed loser like me.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:56pm FLAG
I will miss you!!!!!! Dont do it please!!!

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 3:56pm FLAG
Hotbaby, you barely know me. You'd have no reason to miss me.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 3:57pm FLAG
Loser? Your naming yourself a title, in which titles don't matter and what matters is what's deep down inside you... And what's behind your chest that beats, and pumps your blood through your body, your heart, and your name, bc you are who you are and if no one likes it then fuk them you don't need them.

Chloe A. Oct 24 2014 3:58pm FLAG
@Chloe. That is who I am. A worthless, pathetic, jerkish, pill popping, hopelessly romantic loser.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:00pm FLAG
Hotbaby sent u an email?

justaguy5 Oct 24 2014 4:01pm FLAG
Heh, romantic

Chloe A. Oct 24 2014 4:02pm FLAG
@Chloe. You missed the "hopelessly" part.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:03pm FLAG
Please sirvlad

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 4:04pm FLAG
No I by passed it because it's not true.

Chloe A. Oct 24 2014 4:04pm FLAG
@Hotbaby. I have the will, but not the means, I need to find a mostly lethal way to do it. @Chloe. Not true? The only girl that has ever truly loved me dumped me for a forty year old man.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:06pm FLAG
Hmmmmmm... Wrists, throat, or hanging?

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:07pm FLAG
Noooooooooooooooooo

hotbaby Oct 24 2014 4:10pm FLAG
HANGING

Deen Oct 24 2014 4:11pm FLAG
Well she's stuck up and if she did that she's was playing you the whole time and didn't love you. And neither.... And I would notice if you stopped posting because I look for your posts everyday hoping your on.

Chloe A. Oct 24 2014 4:12pm FLAG
Let's see, wrists take time and expertise, and I don't have the height for a proper noose. I guess there jugular and carotid are my ticket to freedom.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:12pm FLAG
@Chloe. Why would you look for my posts? There's no point in reading the ramblings of a suicidal loser.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:13pm FLAG
Because I like talking to you... I want to help you, and I just wish I were there because I'd be hugging you right now.

Chloe A. Oct 24 2014 4:14pm FLAG
@Chloe. What is ther to like about talking to me? I'm depressed, and a selfish jerk. There's nothing to like.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:16pm FLAG
GO BURN IN HELL

Deen Oct 24 2014 4:17pm FLAG
Deen, I don't believe in an afterlife or a god. Maybe there is such a thing, I should find out soon enough.

sirvlad Oct 24 2014 4:20pm FLAG
I need to stop pushing away the hands that are trying to help, but I don't want them to get hurt. Ugh, I need to punish myself for being such an ass.

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oioFvzCpgBkWRB Dec 21 2014 3:00pm FLAG
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