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Whoa •-• Enemies life story though almost like mine. -Recklesss
The Problem: Born: (Dads in jail, Mom cannot afford me, police bring me to my grandparents----> didnt want anything to do with me---> brought over to my uncles and couldnt do anything----> put into a foster home) 5 years old: finally was adopted in South Dakota. Growing up older: I grew up being a fighter and liking military stuff and became interested into the Marines, I use to think that winning and being in first was my only option and I would try pushing past limits just to impress my parents and stuff.
As anyone else I did end up doing some online dating; I dated maybe around 10 or less and I have only dated 3 girls in real life and could have possibly dated 4 other girls but one was a s1ut, 2 of them were not my type, and another one I kind of friendzoned and now she is tryig to ruin a relationship I am in atm, The first girl I dated was only for 3weeks, my second relationship lasted for 7 months until I started noticing her hugging on another guy, so I started talking to another girl and broke up with the other (the girl that cheated on me was the reason why I am so suicidal at times because I get scared everyone in my life will betray me at somepoint, and sometimes I feel like my adoption parents arent truly there for me because they could careless, they even called me an ignorant , and they did say I should be more like my younger brother.(continuing)
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11:08:14 AM, Wednesday, July 01, 2015 EDT
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And my younger brother isn't at all anywhere as fit as me, he is lazy, and truly the ignorant one, and he is only twelve, I am now seven(t.e.e.n) I have been invited to be in the Blue-Grey Combine (All-American Football League) and I did that and they said I have earned a spot in the Red-Zone Prospects, my football coach is already telling that he knows that colleges will be looking at me. (The fact that he was like "Hey, Lane what do you plan on doing as you get older?" Reply: Maybe National Guard at first" Coach: "Oh well any college? Like a 4 year college because I have to know what to tell colleges when they ask about you.") TBH: I ain't popular, gladly never said I was on this fuked site I am truly 6ft 3 I truly do weigh two hundred and four I am truly 5/8 Native American the rest is unknown, I had only one true best friend since preschool me and him made it through state science fairs from 6th-freshman year, we would run around Fairs and hit on girls to see where we would get and well we were sometimes successful but mainly failure XD oh well. . . TBH: I have a soft heart, but hard knuckles, I have truly been in fights and most of them were against my other best friend whom graduated last year. (He is a true weakling though) sometimes I wish I was older just so I could be with the most perfect girl, and sometimes I wish I could be younger so I could live lounger. Yeah I fantasize about stuff, I have maybe only 4 friends and 2 best friends, and like 100 scars on my body, and a couple of adoption parents who probably could careless about me, not cool or popular, I just over acted of what I am in life. (I am supposively Naturally strong as to what some people say, I am "cute" to as what some girls say, I am somewhat shy now as to lastyear I was really shy, not popular, just someone trying to get by in life, and someone who is just trying to buy some love with the romantics that I have left in me.)
Reckless Jul 01 2015 8:23am FLAG